This may be a weird way to begin this, but.....I need a girlfriend so I can go somewhere in life. Let me explain. You see, I can't escape the fact that most of my problems can be solved by finding the one person who will give me what I can't find for myself.....hope. I just want to meet someone who can somehow accept me and prove that life is worth working for. I am lazy and can't really do much, but if I had someone to help me find my life's worth I could possibly be someone.
If only i could find that girl, the one for me, the girl worth living for..... The one who shows me that I matter, the one who can make me the man I should be.... These are exaggerations, but I think you'll get it. I want to be the hero who saves the girl, I want to be the guy that turns the tides of the war, I want to be the guy who follows his dreams to see them realized, I want to be the man that protects the girl in her hour of need, the girl's light in a world of darkness, the chosen one, the difference-maker, someone who matters!
Where is she? The girl who holds the key to my potential without knowing it....... So many people tell me she exists, but why can't I find her? I am not writing this for attention. I just want to find that girl.... A gamer and anime-lover like myself...but also full of life and having a kind heart. Someone forgiving who understands my problems. Someone intelligent, with quirks that would only make me love her more. A kindred spirit who will make me believe in myself. A girl to show me joy. A girl so full of life that she has some to spare. But also someone who is only human, with flaws that make them like any other human being. I don't want a goddess, simply an angel. Or at least, a girl who can be MY angel.
Doesn't every man who seeks it honestly deserve to find love? I think so, and if you agree, then please tell me where she could possibly be..... Somewhere on the internet is the place I am fated to meet such a girl. But I must start looking, so any suggestions for where I might find a girl to talk to about anime and video games? I need somewhere to start, and i believe friendship is possibly a step in the right direction. I don't need a dating site or anything like that, just a good place to meet like-minded individuals besides here. I use dA for art and such, if it was meant to happen here it would have...... For now I just need a friend.
Watching: Darker Than Black